Friday night was the low point spiritually for me, because of a sin, a very serious one. It was about the low point for me physically as well. I went to Confession the next day. I hadn't been in 10 weeks. My beloved priest was there for me, most of all Christ was there for me. Then Sunday the scriptures, the songs, the homily in the Mass seemed to be about healing, and I was really touched and grateful that the Lord loves me so much to give me this gift, to speak to me and comfort me so unworthy and broken.
And then today I finally saw my doctor after coughing for about 7 weeks, out of breath and feeling at times that I was half dead, and the doctor was able to really help me. Tonight I feel healthier than I have in many weeks. I also feel renewed spiritually, and resolved to change what I do, what comes out of my mouth and my thoughts for the better, with the Lord's help and my own decisions. I also am thankful to our Blessed Mother to whom I had asked to pray for me to the Lord our God, and to grant me a pure heart. That is what I need the most of all. So much in my life I never knew true love, but now I do.
God bless you