JMJ / MMM 091130 Monday
Gopi, Whom God Loves Without Limit --
I have prayed to the Holy Spirit, Gopi, how I might help Jesus touch your heart. You are suffering, Gopi, in a broken heart .. and this suffering is very, very great. I know. I believe Jesus wants to touch your heart, to let you FEEL his Love for you, in a prayer, printed here, for both of us to offer. The Holy Spirit will help me compose this special prayer for you and me.
JESUS CHRIST, TRUE GOD, HANGING IN AGONY UPON THE CROSS, TO SHOW ME, PROVE TO ME, YOUR LOVE, GOD, FOR ME .. BE MERCIFUL, HELP ME, FOR I AM IN GREAT SUFFERING. YOU KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING AND WHY. I DO NOT. THE LOVE IN MY HEART HAS BEEN REJECTED, THROWN AWAY, AND I HAVE BEEN DESPISED. ONLY YOU, GOD, KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HURTS, HOW MUCH I AM CRUCIFIED.
ONLY YOU CAN HELP ME, JESUS. GOD, I NEED TO FEEL YOUR LOVE FOR ME. I AM NUMB WITH PAIN. I NEED TO FEEL YOUR LOVE FOR ME. TOUCH MY HEART. PLEASE TOUCH MY HEART.
I DO NOT ASK TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME. I DO ASK AND BEG FOR STRONGER FAITH AND STRONGER TRUST AND STRONGER HOPE AND A GREAT INCREASE IN ME OF YOUR DIVINE LOVE.
YOU HAVE CREATED ME, NOT FOR THIS WORLD, BUT FOR HEAVEN, FOR COMPLETE AND EVERLASTING HAPPINESS AND JOY. YOU, GOD, IN JESUS CHRIST, ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN COMPLETELY FULFILL AND PERFECT THE LOVE MY HEART IS MADE FOR.
JESUS, GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND COURAGE TO FOLLOW YOU, TO ACCEPT WHAT YOU HAVE PERMITTED TO HAPPEN TO ME IN ORDER OVER TIME TO BE OF GREAT AND LASTING BENEFIT TO ME AND TO OTHERS.
HAVE MERCY, JESUS, PLEASE. HELP ME. TOUCH ME. HELP ME TO SEE I AM MADE FOR YOUR LOVE. AMEN.///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Gopi, as soon as I send this e-mail to you and post this writing on the COL forum, I will kneel down and pray this prayer. As soon as you receive it, Gopi, I ask Holy Spirit to move you and that you too kneel down and pray this prayer.
I care, Gopi. The Trinity Cares. Jesus and Mary care. The whole Kingdom of Heaven care. We Love you.
John (John J Farren) Allandnothing
You, God, my Infinite Lover .. Possess me utterly .. so that We Are One!